Lots on My mind

There have been quite a few things on my mind once again and i have found that talking about them (or in this case typing about them) helps.

* first- What would i have done with my life had i gone off to college after my associates degree?

* Second- what do i want to do with my life now that i cant go off to college.

* Third- maybe i can still go off to college, or at least the college of my choice, if sean doesnt go into the military. Shh dont tell him i actually want to go away and take him with me while i go to ou or byu or somthing like that.

* Fourth- what do i do when he does get into the military what will i do with my life...this shouldnt be this hard to figure out


I guess the real question is what to do with my life. oh and if anyone knows how to totally make my blog cute let me know :) thanks for the vent time

BuSy, BuSy, BuSy

So its been a crazy couple months, weeks how ever long its been. I started a job that i am ending tomorrow. I am moving october 7, Could things get any crazier? i ask myself what can i do to kill some stress, to help me relax. Well there is a yoga, palaties place over by my current apt. and i want to see how much a membership would cost. I need to chill everyone and a while. I am currently watching the 2 hour season premmiear of greys anatomy. holy cow talk about excitement. umm i am not really sure what else to talk about so yeah

JNB

Busy, Busy, Busy

It's been a while since I last posted. I have been super busy with scouts and work and being a wife. I just applied to a job at the boy scout office thats about 30 min. from my house, therefore if i get the job we will more than likely move to a more central location, for both Sean and I.

I have decided what I want to go to school for. Cosmotology, I have wanted to go since my freshman year of h.s. and I am finally going to go through with it. It always helps to have support from loved ones. I am really excited.

In other news, Sean has started writing I am happy and excited for him. its something he loves doing and I support him. Its been hard to find things to entertain myself with but I am working on it and have started scrapbooking, i just need to get the rest of my wedding pictures. our lap top crashed and Best Buy wants to charge yus $100 to recover our stuff, so i hope we can get them back with the help of someone who knows what to do. *hint, hint* lol anyways I have been doing that and sanding and gonig to paint an only magazine rack and have fun with that and of course reading, and me time. oh yeah and cub scouts how could I forget that. well thats probably enough for tonight since its 10:30 shower than bed ;)

Love ya

just another day

So I have been sick and it sucks. I am not sure what I am sick with but it hurts to cough and sneeze. I look around at all the people who have babies and wonder when its my turn. lots of people tell me i need to wait i am so young, but its what feels right, sean and i have both prayed about it, it just feels right. I cant wait to be a mom.
My sisters started school yesterday and it was wierd, raina is in 8th grade and maleah is in 5th holy cow, how the time does fly.

The stake i live in is putting on a road show this weekend and i was put in charge with a friend i think its coming a long ok, i am kinda nervous to see how it all works out rehursal is friday night at 9:30 then the show is saturday at 7
well thats all thats going on in my life at the moment :) thanks for listning

Following the Pattern

So Thursdays and Friday seem to be my key days for posting, I might as well keep it up.

This week i have asked my self "WHY" a lot, and been doing some personal scripture study and come up with the same thing on some of the why's , "because we were sent here to be tested." no one said this life would be easy but good things in life dont come easy i have learned its taken some hard times to get me to where i am today, happily married and ready to start a family with my husband. so why would everything else be a piece of cake? I am happy I came to that realization. its helped a lot, as for the other why's I am still tyring to figure those out.

I am going visiting teaching this morning, and I didnt get much sleep last night, I picked a crap time to quit caffiene well i guess thats it for now.

Thrsday Bliss

So its thursday, and i am so excited, on saturday morning i am going to the beach with my husband, and another married couple, and her sister in law. yay I so need this relax weekend. I am staying at the daycare there is something that is making it really hard for me to leave. i know we need the money so i should just stay here and make the most of it. well its almost time to start getting ready for work :)

TGIF

so its friday and i got off work a whole hour early :) yay me!! and its friday could this get any better. So i want to go to the beach this weekend but no word from my husband on weather or not we can or are going to go :(
sean wants to be a jag officer in the army, air fource, or pretty any military branch that will take him. its exciting but not. lol so anyways nice to write

Bailey

And Again

So I have been so tired for the last couple weeks and I dont know why and it sucks I applied for a job as an office manager, I hope I get it. somthing low stress would be awesome. Its been a quiet weekend we watched movies and played games with friends it was nice to have a quiet weekend at home, since the weekend before that we had a busy weekend and little to no sleep. this weekend is the 4TH OF JULY we have some fun stuff planned but not too terribly busy i dont know if i can handle it:)

updates

So Wednesday I had scouts and it went well, on Thursday i watched Emma Smith with the women from relief society it was something else. I couldn't explain how i felt other than I managed to cry most of the time, it made me realize that the trials that our heavenly father gives to us are only what we can handle emma had the stregnth to endure so many things. I knew just how much i love my husband watching how they interacted. I am looking forward to a peaceful evening with my husband tonight with a movie.

so i got a calling today at church i am cub scout leader!! ahh i have no idea how to do my calling. i love working with children but the boys arent my strong point put me in a room full of girls and oh heck i can rock it. Everyone says its so i can deal with my sons (when i have them) I will just call it a learning experiance. umm the boy scouts (seans boys) did their garage sale to raise money for camp and guess what, they made more than enough money. its been an awesome weekend. I realized today that being married is just living with your best friend, i love my husband so much and he is a wonderful example to me, in every day life and spiritually.

updating my life

Today is June 15, 2009 i am going back to work after 2 weeks, i fell down the stairs and injured my back but now i am feeling like 100% better:) I work at a daycare with the 12-17 month year olds. I am getting better down here in mcallen its been hard with my family all living in oklahoma mcallen has started to feel like my home. i love my husband and my friends and church family

getting started

So Blogging is totally new to me but i am hoping it will help with my facebook addiction. I hope to keep up on it and keep everyone updated with the happenings in my new married life. I dont know that it will be terribly exciting since the only thing happening right now is work and regular trips to the chiropractor and our family home evenings with the young single adults. Eventually things will get more exciting.