28 weeks and counting...

Irrational or Rational? that's on my mind today. going into my 3rd trimester I am so freaked out that I wont know when my water breaks or I wont know when I need to call my Dr. or anything like that. I think that my worrying about things like that makes me feel icky because I am stressing out about the small things. I guess I would just like some insight from moms that have been where I am to help calm my fears.

The fourth of July was fun, we got together with some good friends on saturday night and watched the firework display that the city puts on. It was so amazing. On sunday, we had some friends over for dinner and listened to the fireworks from our house, the mosquitos were too bad to sit outside. after the hurricane they came out and have swormed the valley.

On the job front, still nothing yet. there might be a job in the works for the fall, that is if the law firm decides to hire in the fall. If not I am not quite sure what we will do. There are some ideas up in the air but as of yet we haven't decided on anything for sure.

If the job down here decides to hire in the fall I am going to go back to school for sign language interpreting, and the good news is that now that I have Texas residency its affordable even without financial aid. but they do provide daycare assistance. I don't like the idea of putting Jaden in daycare so young but I do need to get my degree and if I do it now it might be easier on him. but then again breast feeding is off the list.


That's my story and I'm stickin' to it

third Tri-mester!!!

Holy Cow, I have come to a time that I never thought would come when I started this pregnancy. I have enjoyed my second trimester, I love watching my belly grow and seeing how much weight I have gained. CRAVINGS I have craved so far doughnuts, and french toast. I am sure there are other things but those are the most recent things. I love learning his schedules when it comes to moving and what not. he is a pretty good baby so far. he sleeps when I do and kickes when I am awake, I love it, if only I knew it would stay like that.

I personally have bought him 2 onsies an 80 dollar crib and a 50 dollar changing table. It is still really wierd and exciting in so many different ways. Its almost overwhelming. Sean (I think) enjoys feeling him kick.

I worry that i wont be a good enough mommy or I wont know what to do in the middle of the night when he is crying and I cant figure out why. Even with all the "training" I have had working with kids I know its going to be different with one of my own that I have all day every day.

I hope you enjoyed the peak into my life.... We are still in need of stuff Thanks

Jordan, Sean and Jaden

21 weeks

So mommy and baby are doing great. mommy is putting on weight, which is funny since I have tried to put it on before and nothing, and now I dont have to do anything and I am gaining a couple a week. I have put on 11 so far in my pregnancy I weigh 123 as of Friday the 14. My mom will be here june 15-19 and we are doing my baby shower I am super excited everything has gone so fast so far, I just cant wait

19 Weeks pregnant

I go to the Dr. on Friday the 14th I am super thrilled. My dad and aunt and uncle are coming out that weekend. Which again is very exciting. I don't have much to report this time around. My belly is starting to poke out, and so is my belly button. I am working at the daycare from 7-9 then I come home and sleep then I go back from 11-1:30(2) ish

Oh exciting news, if we stay in south texas, I will be looking into school by taking online classes, to be a paralegal possibly i am pretty sure it would be fun, I am interested in law but not enough to be a lawyer, So I think it would be good for me and I think I can do it.

Till laters

16 weeks Pregnant

I am at the in-between stage of pregnancy, I am not getting much of a belly, but i dont feel pregnant. In all honesty I worry about the baby since I am not puking to remind me or in better words prove to me that I am still pregnant. I just have to go off of faith and the fact that I haven't had any miscarriage signs. I know I am a worry wort, but this gives me a way to talk about it and not feel silly about worrying. Oh I love my Blog. Something else along those same lines, we haven't been getting baby stuff because Sean didn't want to get baby stuff and when we finally sat down and talked about it. He came clean and said that he was worried that something could still happen to the baby, and we would have baby stuff laying around the house. Now that we have talked about it and cleared the air, we have ok'ed the buying of baby stuff if found at a bargin, but with that said and done, it raised fears of my own that I had swallowed and ignored. The short being I have not even looked into baby bargins. I have simply asked people to donate to the bailey family(us)

Sean is still looking for work anywhere, his job is done in August, and I am due in September, So finding something is crucial at the moment. he is worried and him being worried worries me which isn't necessarily the best thing for me to do at this point. If you have any tips or leads for sean let us know thank.

Doctors appointment on friday, no ultrasound they will schedual one two weeks after that i will be 18 weeks and they will look for the sex and check the babies kidney functions.

I shall keep you updated :)

Bailey Famiy of 2.5

Baby update 12w 6d

so the baby and i are just fine, i got a whole lot of blood work done today, and have to get an ekg because,the doctor is worried about my heart rate there is nothing final but i do have high blood pressure, and so she is keeping an eye on me. Other than that everything is going swimmingly. the baby and i are awesome.

more family stuff

Dr.'s Appointment tomorrow 9 am and 9:30am there will be an ultasound and routine exam nothing to worry about:)

I have found a new job. I am a nanny, I work Monday and Tuesday from 7am-7pm and thursday over night 7pm-7am and thats it. today the nausea has been horrible for tired, and nausea but i hope in a month it will get better. that would be awesome. i am either 8 weeks and 4 days or 8 weeks and 1 day, either way i am not showing at all except when i eat, which is normal as i understand, sorry the grammar and everything isn't so great i got my nails done on saturday, and typing with them isnt all that easy.

Hot flashes is that normal? I am always getting hot and cold.